|Mmm hot dogs. In a convenient can.|
Because of all the bending over involved in weeding, I could really feel the effects of fasting on my body. I was getting worn out really easily, and more than that, the bending over and standing up often made me light headed.
It's amazing how quickly the weeds come in. Last season we had them under control, but turn your back for a couple months and they come back, inexplicably more numerous than before (okay, it's technically explicable, but give me some poetic license here, people). We could, of course, buy processed and pre-prepared food from the store and not have to do all this work (and believe me, we often do). But if you want to grow your own food, know where it comes from, and pick fresh peas or tomatoes or peppers from your garden, it's going to require some patience and some hard work.
Reflecting on this today and applying it to spiritual things made me think about how often we take our theology from other people instead of developing our own. In other words, we get all our theology from songs on the radio, from theological books (from well-respected theologians, of course), from our pastor at church, from our trusted mentors, and from television preachers. They're all second-hand sources. We've created a culture of spiritual food in which the easiest way to learn about God is to buy pre-packaged, processed, pre-digested food. We don't have to meditate on Scripture to figure something out, it has all been explained to us. And just like any processed food, making an entire diet of this sort is unhealthy and even dangerous. If we're not looking at the first source of spiritual knowledge, if we're not interacting directly with God, the chances that we'll adopt someone else's misconceptions is not only likely but inevitable.
But developing our own theology is hard work. There's weeding to be done, and planting, and patience and meditation and prayer involved.
All of which leads me to the conclusion that I need to spend a little less time in the grocery store and a bit more in my garden.
How about you? What do you think?